Menstrual Winter

 

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a poem by Joshua Brown


Snow falls as I hug the feeble gently

An encouragement of bravery soft

The spent human with choice made

No eraser... I comfort in his frailty.


His demons spent and left his body

In this cold and cloudy winter soft

He knows he infected others many

But maybe his life left will blanket


The cold barren dead grassland

A ghoulish reprieve from birthing

Hurt not the stores from which 

His programmed abuses added


Season of death and hunger pangs

For those who did not prepare

And did not set aside provenance

Will melt into rivers and streams


Their feeble essence a warning 

To the parasites among the church

That February is coming quickly

And childlessness is a bitch harsh.


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Thanks for reading this poem, I wrote it today November 17, 2022 in south Denver while I was delivering 175 turkeys from the Denver Food Bank for people's Thanksgiving dinners. "Menstrual Winter" is not my only poem! Actually, my last poem is entitled "On Jehu's Altar Bloody," which is a poem about co-dependency. 

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About this poem:

One of my inspirations for this poem is my relationship with many of my elders inability to recognize their own failures, mistakes and evil-doings. 

Frank from QuiteFrankly.tv has an interesting relationship with his family that I think is a good example of both distance (in which he maintains his own "family") and also connection, in which he approaches with an open mind and a clear conscience his own dysfunctional family to learn and grow, even from their evil.

I've thought a lot about my relationship with women over the past few years. For a short period of time, I had dabbled in pick-up artistry and though I give the women agency for their choices in our relationships, I also recognize that without the framing of religion, I really took advantage of women's vulnerability regarding their fertility window, maybe sub-consciously, but just as dangerous to their long-term relational health.

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