Who betrayed who? You won but at what cost? Live by the sword, die by the sword.
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Joshua Brown
LOL im so fucking cruel
masturbate
masturbate
some imagination taught
by repetition
to flush away
my own human impulse
to NEEEED fucking
women
Bwahahaha
lie to her about me
and the life I live
masturbate
masturbate
no more fucking
no more horny
dangerous
to hand power away
Obviously
its all just a fever
some disease
scratchy throat
cruel against her
that exists alone
as a human
woman
Crushing silence
infertile by act
choking sterile
tinsel life
lol im so happy
masturbate
masturbate
hate her
snivel dance
2.2
just can't finish .2
because infidel
i find myself
against evolution
hand on penis
jerking off
alone
lol im so cruel
#poem #poetry #conception #flirtation #sexuality #desire #sexes #pairbond
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📅 Written March 30, 2024
📍 Written in Aurora, Colorado in his home along Sand Creek
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Masturbation and pornography have been a pretty significant factor in my life for many years. You could probably already tell from a lot of the other poetry I've written before. There is a passage in Job that christians often refer to about Job making a covenant with his eyes to not look on a maid, there's also the ten commandments about lusting after your neighbor's wife, and then there is Jesus talking about adultery and the heart, these have played a significant role in shaping the language I use around this particular topic.
Obviously, words are incredibly important and moving forward I will continue to evaluate the words that I use around sexuality and marriage. Understanding my strengths or weaknesses as a sexed man is part of the mission that I am plodding onward to accomplish. If we made it this far as a species, I can't imagine any reason why personally I couldn't overcome some of the paralyzing spells cast by those who wish for me to be inert and impotent.
I've been betrayed deeply by those very close to me and even in some ways I have "betrayed myself." How that betrayal pierces into my language regarding women in general is part of this master series on self-pleasuring and the cuckoldry of porn.
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