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Joshua Brown
Just quit porn, dude!
Stop looking at it!
You're addicted!
Replays of that trauma
As if human emote lost
To some violent storm
Creatures creep out
Seeking their husbands
Demanding they LOVE ME
Women that have not
Built that muscle of love
That virtue of selfish word
Berated by her into coward
Lest I too should be denied
By those who carried away
Screens flitting that empty
All abashedness from will
To imagine her dear desire
Masking that relation, hot
In deep contrition of hate
Against the men who hate
And those men against me
Brought down hell upon me
For choice to flounce slay
This sexual jiu-jitsu move
Trained upon me to isolate
By demanding connection
To the most vile of women
To the lowest of the low
The most evil females born
Nay!
I refuse to connect to her
Whose sword against me
Wielded death and decay
I refuse to connect to her
Some knowledge of flesh
To see that eye flash sin
That most brutal demand
By those unaware of state
Presumptuous of who I am
Blank stare eye peeks back
Eyes wide at this the unholy
Not in judgement, curious
Trash placed about meticulous
Carefully manicured in jest
Of that faux home of matrim
They won because they reach
Out into the atmosphere by
You, your bloody pawprint
Stamped upon my neck in hate
Malice dressed as love disrobed
By command and decrees set
Can I escape these daemons
Whose programming by God
Devastate my conscience way?
Upset by that determination
To maintain my composure
To eradicate the sin of full
Sin, minus, without, missing
That duplicated inverse time
By whose tick the circle wave
Lossless compression of man
Into some photographic sim
Dreaming while asleep at life
Pornographic words income!
That verbose tell of cucked
Who in life gave way to men
Pissed out by that violence
Against me to fear as animal
Blood flows the meses scree
Punted into the field by team
Whose cheerleaders fading
Fall into chaos by crippling
Could some threesome fold
Into perpetuality, pressed
Ironed out into creased will?
These concepts etched hard
That precious slough of cum
Deranged against the blush
That quick regard of mammal
Whose deep recognition clit
That I was dehumanizing me
Cocoon until some safer time.
#poem #poetry #sex #porn #addiction #judgement #religion #willtopower #sinful #guilt #shame
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📅 Written October 24, 2023
📍 Written in Aurora, Colorado near the West Toll Gate Creek
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Thanks for reading this poem! I've consumed pornography for decades, sometimes more successful at JUST NOT DOING IT, sometimes not. I noticed that when I would consume pastors and preachers content, especially Steven Anderson, I would often immediately feel compelled to retreat to that cave.
Recently someone commented about porn again and the importance of quitting it for young men and it stirred in me a frustration at not being heard, at someone speaking at me, not to me, someone that wasn't paying attention to the reach of their words and the importance of curiosity.
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